An Objective self Assessment (Subjectively?)

Will yesterday’s outburst ( 9.9.2009) be

The last in the act of

My series of

Stupidities and misplaced anger and despair;

I can only pray, to the supreme sleeping in heavens

9.9.2009 will inject more serenity,

Harmony and orderliness, and

Some minimum peace in all

My veins, cells, atomic particles,

All craving for a semblance of peace, and quiet

Two hours of teaching were extremely

Satisfying, refreshing, and more rejuvenating but also more tiring

I know I must moderate ,

My speed in delivery and passion in my subject

I hope, the physical limitations

Will eventually draw limits to my boyish

Feverish and savage enthusiasm

In teaching my subject

While tasting Paul Krugman’s flavor and rigor.

Paul Krugman’s September first week paper,

A Newyork Times Treasure,

Which I will cherish for ever

Is a very great timely reminder ,and

A great moral boaster,

For all the tapas, meditation,

I have practices at a very very early stages of academic life

Operating at a modest muandane level, in a non mathematical way

Assimilating my love, and infatuation with Keynes. (From My Dateless Dairy)