Some order in the Disorderly Orderly behavior at long last:will it become a habit?

‘Be not content with the ease of a passing day, and deprive not thyself of everlasting rest. Barter not the garden of eternal delight for the dust-heap of a mortal world. Ascend to the glorious meals above, and wing thy flight unto paradise “.

 Bahai Hidden words  #39

 I do not know to what degree my boys Professors Ammanulah and Aravanan were snatched away at the young age in gruesome car accident to partake  heavenly  meals ;more recently the young Muthukumar who was ascending in the literary/film world was gently taken under the guise of jaundice. I had hat trick in falling thrice some years ago hit from behind  twice and head on collusion once and the gift of God was that I was not aware of the fall ie not conscious at the time of hit but suddenly get up as if nothing had happened bt blood profusely running from the rear portion of the head and drenching the new banian and the new shirt(?) .In all the three cases In the process of volunteering to help the fellow2 human  -friends and colleagues, I met with these  accidents. All were fatal. Why did God save me?

Why recollect all these memories now? Why did Iqbal not type that piece  “Hat trick in falling” and got it misplaced? When I step into my late sixties I realize the speed with which the days are passing and I do not want to rest on the arm chair and enjoy the ease of each passing day. Living among the dust-heap of books and files accumulated over 50 years I want to taste the meals here, sip tea and God willing occasional  sumptuous food to test the digestive system and just read.

In the last week I had a troubled sleep, remaining  awake till  1  or2 am grossly abusing my system  and spoiling health.Abhoring day time sleep and going to bed at 10 30 I could get up at 4  an ideal time for me to read for an hour  “The future of Money “ –the book on crisis  gifted by Armstrong and sent thro Jain is on the bed.As it needs my gentle caressing  let me stop here .Ben Bernanke is also simultaneously read.I pray that these twins will put me on the track to work on my volumes suspended for  long  - for ages.

Oh! The supreme I do not have the age on my side  and help me to get freedom from the academic debris consciously collected because of unbridled academic greed.