Thursday, October 6, 2016

Innocent girlish look giving way to matured sexual assault:he was bemused and bewildered and finally hijaccked

Many years passed and the seasons changed and as if a flash of lightning, she came just like that not in a fashion of innocence as was the case once, but  creating thunder storm in his heart now. For long he had been feeling the life needed a shake up and the mind had acquired a great restlessness and the devilish and degrading thoughts were constantly invading and unsettling the mind: It was at that juncture like a gentle breeze she was passing and he was gazing,straight without feeling any sense of shame.

She was slightly grown up but  still in her final days of teenage,
Tender like a creeper, strong like the wind and warm like an evening sun.
Full of love, compassion, life and inexplicable friendship ;fully proportioned
More cultured and harmoniously developed, he could not help watching her
With eager eyes and all inventive imagination running riot in the molecules  of brain

It was not just physical beauty, the half sari triggered chemistry/physics, the body
Almost fully covered but incredibly revealing all nakedness only to his lustful eyes.
He saw intellectual brilliance and energetic intelligence explode in her eyes,
The twinkling eyes, more mischievous, with all sexual appeal like a piercing arrow
To make you go wild and lose your carefully crafted delicate balance,

Just innately beautiful and inherently vibrant, but paradoxically
Lifting your nobler and divine but also the meaner and beastly basic instincts
Simultaneously and successfully; demonstrating thereby
There was continuity and change in her body, mind and outlook…
Even at that time of losing himself totally he remembered Keynes’ Animal Spirit “
In a different context and also  the title of a book with the same label
Dealing with the financial crisis.

Was he in a state of crisis possessed by a different nobler animal spirit neglected by many?
In the digital, hi tech world of power, position, title, craziness for wealth……
Yes in a pleasantest manner abandoning all the so called good manners for good.
He was in a state of shock: bemused and bewildered and virtually hijacked. 


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