The world is not the same without her;She will give courage to endure and explore.

Confronting death  of the most loved one is the most difficult and daunting task and more important conducting yourself during the immediate post- death situation is also equally frightening one.It is not that easy to forget  and get over the shocking tragedy which cut into the life of your fire and love and your life and breath.As long as I live I can never forget all the pleasant and bitter memories that i shared with her.

when that inevitable date with destiny , the appointment with death arrived we were stunned into a silence for a while and profused cry thereafter.For months and weeks Me and my children were unsure how we would recover and march forward along with time and cope with life.We were on the edge of her life and all her memories good deeds and stoic smile and courage in facing death made us stronger.

Over time the tears welled up in the eyes and let loose into a flood and i floated on it lest I would not sink into the sea of despair and the sturdy heart would not put to be any test.Moving to my daughter's place in Adelaide from my home land made a small difference and in all I saw there I could see her and feel for her and occasional morning or afternoon walk ended up in crying alone on the lawns in the park.The world is different now without her....It is not the same is it?