You never know what might happen next. But you somehow
linger on hoping for the best praying for justice and earnestly defending your
ethical core and values of life. With full awareness and much discipline when
you lead a life of simplicity and honesty you get into a zone of comfort.
Health fails.
Children suffer/ Their immunity goes down. Optimism gives
way to gloom. You feel that you are alone singled out and the entire world is
moving with infinite colour and festivity. What shall we do at that time? Except
to cling to Lord’s feet and your own faith and hope for the best. Sometimes
doctors themselves are problems. Consider a case where surgery is not
immediately called for but fate takes you the operation theatre and that is clumsily
carried out what shall you do? Just think after some time that leads to another
operation which does not fully eliminate the problem and the pain, what shall
you do?
Doctors are not god but they are the messengers of God?
Should not they be responsible and more sensible before they take a decision? But
it is futile to blame any one when your time is bad. We will not cry at that time.
But plead before the Lord that the ball is in his court. We will hold on to His
feet tightly and pray that justice be delivered for the honestly stored energy
to render work for some more time…
If father is alive today he will be glad to hear these words
coming from me. When my children were young while praying God he told them:”
your father is not serious in praying and he does not visit temples you ask HIM
to give nalla buddhi (good wisdom) to
your father”.
Even now I do not pray in any conventional way and go to
temple when my children take me ..it is not that I do not have faith .It has
not become habit. Be that as it may be right from the start I have been
internalising the truth that I have been guided by some supreme force and I am
just an actor in the drama…I have stayed away from the crowd…Thinking about my
parents and my sweet girl who is gone and dissolved into the cosmos days pass….there are multiple projects on
hand to work and enjoy that work with periodic tea break…I read once and also
used it in my Business line article…A good director of photography is one who
is able to paint a beautiful lands scape in the midst of a battlefield….My dear
we are all on battlefield to defend our language and land from being polluted
and contaminated by the evil forces …we
need the divine guidance and will power to surmount our daily struggle..