without setback and challenges there is no thrill or fun in life.I have had enough of it.I enjoyed and also suffered I was insulted and humiliated.i did not commit suicide.
Like my parents I have lived a life of honesty, frugality and simplicity..unlike them-lustful desires and devilish and degrading thoughts invaded me during the retirement days but by god's grace and silken touch with the subject I was saved; liberation in real sense means getting independence from sensual thoughts.
I have a satisfaction that foolishly and feverishly I studied with passion and patience as a student through out my teaching career..I never had notes in my hand nor looked into books while teaching,; this also meant that I had to keep them in memory in a particular lest i would not forget.
In a pre dinner talk at Hyderabad arranged in honour of Prof Nachane in the econometric conference, Prof Suresh Tendulkar a senior economist came to me after the lecture was finished,Hi Sambandhan , how are you managing without notes in hand?", I told him with much humility, Sir i will have problems only when I have notes..I am a disorderly orderly person and my delivery is a function of preparation and also the type of audience and I get the flow and interpretation from cosmos( past reading ).
I was reading for teaching..It was only after going to university I started writing thanks to the Hindu Business Line support.I am basically a teacher than a researcher and my students are the hi tech PhDs each capable of independent thinking and practicing work ethics.
In my long journey of 50 years plus, i have learned a little and slipped a little,never got bored with teaching even a single day and each class was taken with all seriousness and some fear..I have acquired the wisdom that I do not know many things in my subject;but the academic greed is there.I have resumed my lustful romance with my discipline and i talked to two of my professors in Pune and Hyderabad today, telling them I am in it
I will be happy if I slowly get freedom from my accumulated academic debris and convert them into some good monograph which will help the motivated readers .
(From the Fallout of Dsam's Adelaide diary , updated today )
Like my parents I have lived a life of honesty, frugality and simplicity..unlike them-lustful desires and devilish and degrading thoughts invaded me during the retirement days but by god's grace and silken touch with the subject I was saved; liberation in real sense means getting independence from sensual thoughts.
I have a satisfaction that foolishly and feverishly I studied with passion and patience as a student through out my teaching career..I never had notes in my hand nor looked into books while teaching,; this also meant that I had to keep them in memory in a particular lest i would not forget.
In a pre dinner talk at Hyderabad arranged in honour of Prof Nachane in the econometric conference, Prof Suresh Tendulkar a senior economist came to me after the lecture was finished,Hi Sambandhan , how are you managing without notes in hand?", I told him with much humility, Sir i will have problems only when I have notes..I am a disorderly orderly person and my delivery is a function of preparation and also the type of audience and I get the flow and interpretation from cosmos( past reading ).
I was reading for teaching..It was only after going to university I started writing thanks to the Hindu Business Line support.I am basically a teacher than a researcher and my students are the hi tech PhDs each capable of independent thinking and practicing work ethics.
In my long journey of 50 years plus, i have learned a little and slipped a little,never got bored with teaching even a single day and each class was taken with all seriousness and some fear..I have acquired the wisdom that I do not know many things in my subject;but the academic greed is there.I have resumed my lustful romance with my discipline and i talked to two of my professors in Pune and Hyderabad today, telling them I am in it
I will be happy if I slowly get freedom from my accumulated academic debris and convert them into some good monograph which will help the motivated readers .
(From the Fallout of Dsam's Adelaide diary , updated today )
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