Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Introduction to Silent Soliloquy- From My Dateless Dairy

Mine is a kind of field trip into the realm of mind

To reopen the lines of transmission

Jammed over the years!

For many governments, currencies and countries

The decade of 1990s was a crucial crossing in life.

A series of currency crises went hand in hand

With feverish embrace of ‘Market’ elsewhere.

The rise of dollar, the fall of Asian tigers,

Birth bang of ‘Euro’ , the ailment of Europe,

Death of inflation, and demise of cycles in the U.S,

Japan sinking and sulking in perpetual Depression,

Are only a few samples of the nervous Nineties.

To me, and also to You and many elsewhere ,

It was like crossing a bridge

As sharp as a razor’s edge

Walking on it without being cut

Was really an art and science

I somehow managed it.

Travelling a vast stretch of time

Under muddled political water

Sweeping through academic corridors

I learnt the art of survival with self respect

Retaining my purity in the

Acadamic glass casket,

Practicing brutal honesty,

And still more brutal courage

And more and more savage violence

And love in teaching and writing.

The events of the past decade Just gone by

Are a mixture of both good and bad

But mostly, an incredibly a sad tale

The heightened jealousy over

My torrential academic output

Both in content and substance,

In Teaching and Writing,

The fear that it aroused,

The hatred that it kindled

All culminating into a series of wicked acts of

Conspiracy of silence, resulting in a crucial nexus

Of a few stupid Heads soaked in academic misery

And prolonged drought on publication side.

Yes, the text has been stained by tears and blood.

As Sun has the uniqness to destroy

Even as it regenerates life on Earth,

This text has a dual goal to usher in

A Creative destruction and bring

Sanity, peace and harmony

In the seats of Higher learning,

Inclusive of the corporate and I.T.Corridors

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