By divine
intervention I got up at 3 30 AM and in the next 15 min started
living with the subject breathing
it effortlessly . The compulsion was the
two day lecture programme arranged by my dept currently headed by Prof Lazarus.All
my laziness and accumulated stress vanished into thin air; I prepared for some
time and got energized by it I needed
diversion to go for a walk but it
was still 5 and the weather was chill the alternative was to write a blog now
itself as I will not have time in the
next 2 days.I felt that I should recollect
my journey.
All through my life even for class lecture I
used to have this kind of butterflies and more importantly when I was taking calculus
segment for MA students at PG centre I would have hardly spoken to my wife or
kids .That might have affected the equilibrium at home a little as they got
used to it but the professional satisfaction that I got and the inner peace that I obtained I can hardly put down in words.Gentlemen,
please understand this is sambandhan’s
trademark of having fear like the actor
Shiv aji Ganasan to do the work better
and not to rock like a monkey drunk with wine,and becoming supremely arrogant. I was lucky to have the company of Professors like Dharmalingam,Gopalakrishnan
Muthukumarasamy and Lakshminarayanan in
the PG centre (1989-1994) to provide a competitive environment. ie. Our team was good and no one wanted to give A MEDIOCRE LECTURE
RE with less pay pocket at that time.All seniors well experienced could have
managed with little effort although least cost combination in the
class.My intellectual encounters In PUNE ECONOMICS CONCLAVE AT my
alma metre gohkale Institute(2014),an international conference at
IPE,Hyderabad(2015) and the more recent IIM K
Indian Econometrics.were made possible thanks to my students who are accomplished scholars now and also
Prof kamaiah, the Dean of the School of economics Hyderabad.
Currently I
have been selectively engaged in
encouraging my students to be my collaborators
depending upon the convergence of interests. The crucial academic partner(New
delhi) who is also my MIM student is
also taking care of my burden but asking me to slow down keeping the health in
mind. He is an understanding guy, more scholarly and more keen that I should not stop
writing and my reading should not go
waste .In the past we tried but could not take things to the logical destination:
now we are working hard sometimes 24 x
7 without any trace of tiredness given
the synergy and enthusiasm in doing work .We are confident that at least we will get our minimum wages for our efforts.
To use
cricketing analogy I am no Gavaskar or Tendulkar but Krishnamachari Srikanth who was
an aggressive batsman and always kept the score card moving and my
students saw that old young cricketer cricketer
in me.I am still aggressive but talk without much aggression sorry
I am not fully right One of our
boys form Pondicherry university currently at Christ university made a candid
observation: Sir Prof Sambandhan has not changed .That is the best compliment I
can ever get inthis life.
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