Wednesday, February 24, 2010

“Too Late Now.I will never make it” goes a saying : Too late now I know but still I will make it .

“All changes in miracle to contemplate: But it is a miracle which is taking place every instant.” says Henry David Thoreau.
After many months I attempted to clean the messy environment of the hall. It was a small change, more like a miracle that I could accomplish. Despite my best intention I could not go the temple . This is either because God did not want me to come or by sheer habit I had my allergy in going to temple. Be that as it may, I worshipped my parents at home and I did lot of physical work, thereby internalizing the spirit of my parents.

Now let me go back to my dateless dairy. There is a reason for all of us to be here. All of us may not be very clear about it but each of us is destined for some thing, which also we don’t know very clearly . In my case, purpose often seems to be more muddy or clearly vague.

I know very well that I don’t have any right to be unhappy. Because that is against the very nature of our creation. I have read long ago, “Be happy. That is one way of being wise.” I want to be wiser, despite all the failure on many sides of life because I will try to attain happiness. We may not know or discover many great things in life but if you are patient or still long enough, we will catch all the miracle in fleeting glimpses . I know I need to change in many areas of life. I will be careful with diet .I must do more walking than merely writing about its benefits. More than the diet and the exercise, quality sleep during night is very much important to rejuvenate our health and restore normalcy during waking hours. Still I am not able to take the first step. Bit I know that all the necessary changes will come across my highway of life .

There is more pain in life than I have bargained for . But in the end there will be peace, joy and harmony . That is what we optimistically hope for . An interesting quote “Too late now . I will never make it.” Seem to fir into my mood and character. I will not meekly submit to it. Better late than never . I know before the day exit comes, I should exist each moment of life to be engaged with something . To some extent that neglected domestic side must get predominance over everything else. This is not only for me but also for others who have forgotten to fine-tune the domestic side of life in pursuit of professional infatuation .All the action packed events and incidents of life – the setbacks in life –some times the loss of life itself, I have enjoyed it some thing like a thriller movie. All of us are in one way in a perpetual battle field and we should know how to be happy amidst all chaos.

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